As you all can see i haven't blog in here for ages so i don't know when to date back and even if i do, i got short term memories so i dont really rememeber what has happen like 2weeks ago. So the last thing i could rememeber was the Christmas Party at Tan's place on the 26th of December 2008. So lets hit it back to that date and check out the photos.

26th of December, 2008
Woked up early and went to hunnys place when i was suppose to get a lift from John to Tan's place but oh well if it means i get to see more hunny for longer then l'll do anything for it. So i treked it all da way to pendle hills, and i think that day was on train track works so it was very GG for me. Stay at his place till 6 and left to para to catch a bus to castle hills. Rush and Moz already getting on da bus so me and hunny bolted to da bus stop and we made it on time. Got to tans place and saw EVERYONE ! We started chilling outside his house , meeting a few of the new people and shuffle with henry shuffle pants [ forgot what u called those pants]. then everyone got moved to da backyard and as always i took hardcore luvos except that my camera ran out of batt so vik lend me her camera. So i guess u guys know what happens next .... yes i took hardcore photos and .... she has to upload 2 camera worth of my art work :]. SHE LOVES ME !!!!

The SOCO family got together and drank drank drank. SOCO FOR THE WIN BABYYY ! Oh yeah i have to note that Nisa from Melbourne also came along with us and she fitted in just fine. She's such a cutie pie :], lover her so much <3. So we BBQ and drink and chill , etc etc etc then at like 3am everyone decided to go to bed and then ... yeahhh .. next day got up and Yum left without a goodbye, HOW CUTTAGE ? >=[ ! and we all headed to Eastwood for yumcha and k. It was a good day then went to henrys place chill there for abit and left to the city and then dinnered and i jetted home.

29th of Decemeber, 2008
Wasn't suppose to be out so decided to go shopping with my mother when i suddenly got a phone call from Vik and beg me to come city for k with Grant and friends because she was the only girl. So she convinced me and jetted to city. We also wanted to spend the last few days of 2008 filled with luvos because we can never ever go back to 2008 again. So we went k and it was ... pretty ... i don't know.. shit? cause the boys love to sing withthe person in da background and the whole point of k is not having it behind. Ahh well then afterward Taki, Yum, John, Jermaine came to say hi and then jetted off to pick natalia up from work. How dedicated is john awwwww :p. After k we then decided to go dinner at Dixon house except we didnt end up going and met up with Yum Chris Nisa Natalia John Jermaine and Tasha. We went to Macau Resturant and ate there , then i jetted home.

30th of December, 2008
I came out to city AGAIN ! i Seriously dont rememeber what happen on that day, but looking at the photos i was with hunny,vik, rush and tan. Dinnered together at Dixon house and i jetted home LOL thats all i rememebered Oo''.

31st of December, 2008
Last day of 2008. Met up with Bui, Eddy, Ian, Minsu, Jess, Kass etc etc etc during the day and it was nice seeing them again. On the way to peper lunch, saw Nisa, Tash and Jay so we dragged them along to peper lunch. Did alot of random shit then i drag Nisa down with me to get alkie for Bui and we jetted back up to world sqaure and met up with Natalia John Ernest etc. Then we went to John's place to get ready and then dinnered at Mamas kitchen along with Jennie and Jordan. Jordan&i was pigging out so hardcore we finish our food within few mins :]. Afterward met up with hunny,tan and the brothers infront of Mamas kitchen and we all went k at Pheonix. then it was 11ish so we walked to Darling habour and watch the fireworks ... it was very disappointing cause we didnt get to see it close. but l'll will fucking make sure i have a good view this year >=[.

Did alot of shits and alot of shits and alot of shits and i cbf to blog anymore. But yeahs so you probably can gues what has happen afterward.

3rd of Janurary, 2009
It was Dk's Farewell. We were supppose to beach it and go to DK's place but dont know what happen there, things didnt turn out it was plan to but i guess it was still a good day overall. Went to John's when i realise everyone was there and then everyone got together at johns and we went to the park. Waited for KFC for like an hr and half and finally henry nisa and Ash brought it back. Everyone pig out hardcore because we were so damn hungry. The photos taken that day are priceless <3. It was such a great day to get together. For dinner we went to Y2K and then i jetted home.

4th of Janurary, 2009
I went to hunnys place, because his gonna go to HK very soon and i wont see him for a whole months :( so i should see him whenever i have chance >w<''

5th of Janurary, 2009
Was not suppose to go out but i somehow ended up coming out ... Oh yes thats right, i was bored at home so i msg tash ifshe was at the beach cause it was such a nice hot sunny day and yes BINGO ! she was at the beach with Nelson. So i bolted out to da bus stop and bus came and went to coogee beach. I went to get tan there and swim, the waves were so hectic and nice yet there were blue bottles but oh well. The pain the gain :] ! Anyways After beach nelson drove me back to the city, and i came up hunny and he said his in the city so i met up with him. Went to hand in his tafe form with him but tafe was close. Afterward we went to maloneys and taki came then natalia. We then went to Norita and then chilled there and Jennie came along cause i made her >=]. Im so demanding , THATS RIGHT !

6th of Janurary, 2009
This is Dk's LAST farewell. We decided to go beach and i went to get a tan again. I am darker now *WOOHOOO* and it was a fun day even though not everyone was there but oh well, its hard to get everyone together anyways. After beach we went to city and just went to johns place and chill then i jetted home and mum had a go at me and all these shit happens which i dont wanna talk about cause ... yeahs .. now im grounded for like 2 days MAX and hunny is leaving in 8days *CRIES*

xx.toodles<3

Since im in a better mood lately and Bennoi being telling me to update me blog so i decided to update it today since i am bothered and it is Christmas Eve today :] which also means susann is in a better mood but still not over what has happen; probably scarr me for life as well. Lets not talk about the bad since it is Christmas Eve today so i shall date back to the days i went out, thats if i still remember what i have done for the pass .. week?

16th Novemeber 2008
Got up at 9am or something then headed to Central, when i was nearly there i called up Taki and he dogged me. I clicked it so bad i wanted to kill someone so bad. I just hate the fact you get dog without a earlier notice. For example if you aint going to make it, at least call up the person in da morning and say sorry i really cant come not just WAIT for the person to call you up then your like oh.. i cant make it. Theres a big difference in that.

So i decided to train it to Paramatta by myself, and during the train ride, some white/halfcast tb girls approach me and was talking to me. I didnt realise they were talking to me because i had my ipod on full blast and i wasn't staring at them with my sunnies on then i realise they were talking to me and they were saying something like this ....

Tbs; ohh i like your hair
susann; ??? oh .. thanks? :)
tbs; is it ur natural hair colour?
susann; no, i dye it
tbs; what colour is it? :D:D:D
susann; dark brown? ^o)
tbs; OHHH i want that colour ! its so pretty !

then i got off the train. Waited for Moz and he arrived and shout me hot chocolate at Max brenner , it was Delicious. Baby & Rush also arrived and we realise there wasn't anyone else coming but obviously moz wouldn't cancel such BBQ so we went to buy food and beers. Ash then called up and said he was also coming and then Tan said he didn't have work and so he came as well. Treked it to Moz place and ate food. I couldn't swim due to .. womans problem so i sun tan instead but some how i didn't get any darker at all. Ash, baby & i left Moz place and drop baby off at Pendle hills then ash drop me off at Townhall. On my way to the bus stop, i saw DK & Andrew Yip so i walked across and ate their chips :] then Andrew said he'll give me a lift home so AWESOME SHIT ! Stay at city till 10 and then jetted home.

Unconditional Love <3

17th December 2008
Shit ass day but still decided to go out to Yb & Deb's Party @ Norita. Arrived city at 7 due to mother shopping with me during the day. Got alot of Christmas for me, i love my mommy. Sometimes i just feel so bad because i can't even her something she wants ... which is getting into uni and i have fail to do so. She always get what i want though :(. Anyways lets not talk about that.... so i arrived and met up with Kass because she finally finished making me my birthday present. The Present is so SEXY ! I love it, it'll give me a orggy for sure babe <3 then met up with Natalia, John & Ernest.

We dinnered at peper "LUNCH" and then Grant came. Went to Maccas so he could get cheap food with my VIP card then went around world sqaure to buy SOCO ! and baby, rush and vik came and met up with us. They wanted to eat so went back to Peper lunch and Nat john and ernest went to Norita. Baby & i had some really awkward moment, don't know what happen there. We were like ignoring each other .... but yeahs we then went to Norita and we were still ignoring each other so iwas with Vik most the time and also Natalia when John wasnt around. Drank like half of the SOCO , few straight and few mixed and i was goneskies ! I just wanted to SLEEP !!! lol then went to toilet with Nat somehow ernest decided to tag along and i forgot who else and we took luvos in there, then obviously we kicked them out and chuck our piss.

by then my head was like spinning so i decided to sit down and fell asleep on Natalia [still igorning my hunny]. Then somehow Natalia turn to hunny and i was burning up like fire because im HOT ! :] lawl so he brought me outside to get fresh air and he decided to talk to me *gives dirties* yay and then we were better again . I LOVE YOU HUNNNYYYY ><'' MWAHS ! then i got Andrew Yip to give me lift home again and Dk and Soosern also tagged along. got home at 2 ish? and thats the night ....

As everyone know, we the 2008 HSC Graduates have finally come to an end where we get our "LOVELY" results back to see whether we could go uni or not. As everyone can see by the title of this blog that i did not do good at all. So who ever mentions HSC or UAI infront of me ever again, i am going to clicked it at them hard ! The only person that could feel what im feeling right now is yum. Also those who had epic fail hardcore like i did but atm i could only find yum thats in the same situation as me.

Woked up at 10am saw my UAI , had my biggest break down. The funniest thing is that i dream about getting a mystery mark, and hey im not far from that. Was so depress but i know i should call yum because he'll be awake way before me. So i called and yes we both could tell how of a epic failure we are by not even mentioning it. It was something like this...

Susan: ...silent .... morning
Yum: your depress by the sound of ur voice
Susan: and so are you

yups i guess we are bananas in pj's , we think alike.

And so from then on .. i 've been wondering why da fuck did i try so hard for my HSC when i end up getting such a shit ass mark. This reminds me of Jin, he told me during my hsc, why you trying so hard? your going to end up regreting it cause you'll be failing. Just as he said, yes i could say i am regreting abit that i try so damn hard for it and got such a shit UAI. I thought i could of gotten better than what i got now. like WTF is this? It just makes me think more ... deeply into it ... that i could of just drop out in year10 instead and go tafe. This is so stupid ..... i cant fucking believe i got such shit UAI.

I didn't know this was gonna get to me that bad but it did. It hit me straight through my heart. All those hard work i put into. All those notes i did...

I haven't blog for a whole damn week because i wanna stack them up and just type it out all at once which would be easier ... i think. Nahs im just lazy but hey at least im updating it and not giving up like the rest of my old blogs.

The weather in Sydney has been very crazy and retarded. What kinda summer is this ? I want hot boiling weather so i can friggin go to beach and have a tan. So alot kinda happen this week but nothing bad which is good :]. Cynthia has gone back to Perth and l'll be missing her. What else ... Tan's back from QLD if i haven't mentioned and DK is going to brisbane soon =(. There is also 3days till we get our UAI result and 12 days till my 5months and also xmas and nye is coming up very soon. I can smell the hypo-ness going to come very soon and i am geed ! So what have been happening ? l'll date you back to the 10th of December 2008.

10th of December, 2008
It is Steffie's 17th birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY darling ! I love you even though i gave you a 3 days belated happy birthday :P. Thats how much i love you :] the later it is, the more i love you !!

Got up at 9am got ready and trained it to Stratfield Station, waited for Bui at Stratty Plaza and waited for 15mins ? Then he finally appear and shout me my kebab :D and also gave me my stussy cap. I LOVE YOU BRO ! After Henry came to pick me up and drove to Cynthia's place. I was allow to enter her place but Henry was not, too bad :P. I waited for her to get ready, and during those time i kill time by taking luvos. When she was ready we car it to macq and got there meeting with John Taki and Nat then they were smoking as usual in the carpark and then Oska, Tan and Ben arrived. Soon after we went iceskating for 2hours and took luvos as always. After iceskating , they were all hungry so we went to eat maccas and then John Taki and Nat left and car it back to city where me, Oska, Tan, Cynthia and Henry car it to Paramatta for Dinner with Moz, Rush, Vik, Elmo and Soosern. After dinner i had to jet so Henry drove me , Cynthia and Soosern back to Stratty. I trained it to Townhall and got mum to pick me up. and that was my day ...

11th of December, 2008
Had to stay home and do Chores. Went out during the Avro with mum and cousin and just shop around then came home and just chilled. I think my comp broke down on this day or friday, im getting confused cause memorie lost hardcore atm ! im confused , like wtf? anyways next day ..

12th of December, 2008
Got up at i dont know what time and bused it to city. Went to Johns place for 15mins and Taki fry Johns place up. After vik & ben was down stairs waiting for me, so i jett. We drove off to Gay st and park the car like how far away from the ksubi Sales on such a cold rainy day. Got there and Vik had her friend there already in line near the entrance and realise that her friend was actually my bro's friends sister in primary school. We were in the Ksubi sales for likr 2hours then we left and walked to da car in the pouring rain. My flats were soaked like theres no tomorrow but compare to Ben i was rather in a better situation cause i was smart enough not wear rabens in rainy day. He had soggy wet socks :] ! Yes got into da car and drove off to Market city. As soon as we got off da car, Vik&I just want food, END OF STORY. Went to pig out at the foodcourt and then she had to go UTS to pick up her assignment, leaving me & ben. I met up with Bui & Ian and just say hi and all then went to da Fire exit at Market city because ben wanted to have a smoke. He farted so much while smoking =='' like WTF?

Then i said toodles to Bui and Ian and went up to Market City pools and saw my hunny , cynthia, henry etc etc etc. They were still swimming or should i say sitting in da sauna and we were jsut sitting around. hunny made my ass all wet cause of his wet shorts ><'' but lucky i was wearing my black skinnys so you couldnt see it was wet. When we were about to leave, taki did those rolling towel trick and whip it on my leg and i had a massive break down , it was killed like a bitch. That pain was undesribeable. I should say if i was a guy, i would say it is as painful as getting hit on da nuts lol. Yum, Ben and Cynthia Dog us after for Dota so we went to dixon house cause the rest was starving their ass off while vik and i were jsut fulll our ass off. We were just luvoing hardcore while the rest are pigging out lol. Then we left John & Nat , in "2 peoples world" ? LOL and left to Maloney to play pool. Blahblah After that we all met up and went to starbucks and all they could talk about were DOTA DOTA DOTA. okay ,i get da point now FUCK DOTA ! I HATE DOTA ! end of story :]. Vik& I were boredshitless but somehow we pick up the line of FOBNESS. Got us so into it, and we were so damn hypo. Joey old songs, Janice, Jay chou. 100% feel the drama OOooOofTTT ! ITS THE SEX !

After starbucks, mum picked me up and i went home and thats my day and also Cynthia last day. So FAREWELL DARLING ! We'll MISS YOU !

13th of December, 2008
I wasn't suppose to come out, but since i miss my hunny way too much i decided to risk it and see if i could go out and surprisingly i was alllow to, just had to be home before 7 which was not a problem at all :]. I also came out for jess baby because i haven't seen that girl for a whole month. Caught up with her abit then my hunny came at 3 ish along John then Dk popping out of no where. We then headed to Maccas at George st to see Jay and Ash and just sat around due the hot weather we were not bothered to move anywhere. After we went down to Maloney and Vik came then Dk pop out of da blue again along with yen then a moment later Emjaii, Emiko and Alan came down to say hi and left. Hunny walked me to the bus stop and i bused it home. It was nothing special but all it matter was i get to be with my hunny :D yay.

Updating again. Finally this week i have done something more interesting and more meaningful in life ... okay that sounded abit too exggerated but what i meant was that i have a more reasonable reason to go out for.

5th of December, Friday
Woke up at 9 to get ready to trained it to Stratfield Station to meet up with Henry and Yum to also pick up Cynthia from MLC [Methodist Ladys College?] We walked it to MLC and was still 15mins till she finish school so we decided to sit around outside her school and just take luvos. Luvos like ... taking photos infront of the school sign and humping a tree? LAWL much? Yes we're damn hectic people. After picking Cynthia up, we treked it to her place which was 10mins away. On the way Yum & I were pouring the smirnoff inside the MASSIVE school bag into the Easyway cup, but somehow Yum missed the big fat hole and pour onto my hand instead. EPIC FAiL mUCH? and then we had a taste of Melon and Honeydew mixed with Blue Smirnoff Vodka. IT WAS AWFULLY CHAT !

Got to Cynthias place and chose the dress that looks best on me and it was the reddy ! Took us 2hours to get ready while the guys watching "how high" which is such a funny movie, i have to rewatch that cause i only cause bits and pieces. After 2hours of getting ready, we traiend it to townhall and went to Maloneys. No one was there so we played pool and then Oska & Moz came down. Stayed at Maloney for foreverrrrr literally HOURS & HOURS and then everyone arrived. While everyone were bumming at Maloney, yum & i went down to norita to say hi to Natalia John Yb Taki and Tash and then jetted to get Pork roll. WEaring formal clothes, sitting on the big balls outside the pork roll place eatting a pork roll is so ...... damn ....... ROMANTIC ! Bui met up with me and we catch up abit then he left. We treked it back to Maloney and sat in da allyway for the rest of the few hours. Oska, yum, iris, Vik etc went to peper lunch to eat dinner while me Cynthia and Henry stayed at the alleyway and watch Cynthia eat Maccas for dinner. Got drinks and mixed it with our smirnoff and play those chinese games.

Cynthia & I got full tipsy yet it wasthe best feeling. I love the feeling of being tipsy. Everyone came back and went down to Maloney again. Henry shout me and Cynthia a shot which was so fucking nice. We then treked it to SPACE. Cynthia couldn't get in, it was such ashame and then club clubbbbbbbb clubbbbb. Stay over at babys place and thats my night

6th of December, Saturday
Woke up and still at babys place and we just bludge around watching tv and on msn chatting. Trained it to city at 5ish and got to city at 6 30 and we were all late for Johns suprise party, so Natalia try killing time at Johns place while we were getting ready buying the cake. As i am typing this blog right now, its been already 2hours since .... i am lagging so badly but let me continue on about saturday night. We are supposeto give a surprise party for John however we kidna fail cause its not like we can hide anymore in the oval, so we jsut sat there and go SURPRISEE ! lawl much? yes it doesnt sound great but it was really fun but i had the biggest stomach pain, not the shitting type but the other type which stings like hell like acid burning stomach and you can do nothing about except just squat down like a little kid so the pain is like .. sqaushed in that position. After that we ate Maccas for dinner, another ROMANTIC dinner :] and then hunny piggy back me out of darling habour because i really couldnt move, it hurts everytime i move but then i told him to put me down because he must be exhasuted ><'' but thanks hunny for piggy me back :D:D:D:D. got the bus stop and waited for 10mins or so then i bused it home with my painful stomach.

Thats about it. Now check out the photos =]

Can't believe it is December already. Its been nearly a year since the NYE 2007 when alot of stuff has happened. I guess alot of stuff has happen in 2008 as well, the happiness and the sadness. The wonderful friends i met and the friends that have left and out of my life. The ones that i thought would be together forever but alot has changed during this half of the year. I still believe it is hard to trust and i am trying hard to trust people around me but they always some how show me their weakness and allow me not to trust them anymore. It is good to forgive which i have but it is hard to take away the scars that have scar you for life.

Haven't done much recently, just stay at home or go out to the city and do literally nothing. Sometimes i wonder why i even bothered to go out to the city and sit around for the day but then the reasons are, to see the wonderful friends i got. My boyfriend have finally come back from schoolies and i am happy his back :]. I haven't seen Cynthia for nearly awhole week now which is the world record but l'll be seeing her tomorrow for sure.

Lets date back to yesterday because thats the day i actually did abit of travelling. On the 3rd of December 2008, I woked up at 10 30am to bused it to school and get my reference. Got there at 12 55 and waited for Natalia to finish her class then we treked it down to kingsford in that heat. On the way got my soft serve and Natalia got her Coke and then off to be John. Got on the bus and saw my little brother Allen. Haven't seen him in ages so it was nice speaking to him again. Got off at eddy adv and met up with Oska and Rush at Chinatown. After bum at norita with Taki forthe rest of the day as per usual and Vik and Benjee also came up. Took tiny bit of luvo since it was way too hot yest i had no mood to take photos, i was rather dead tired and sleepy.

xx.toodles <3

My holiday isn't as great as others but i am still loving it.
I am missing him so much and theres still three days till he comes back.

26th Novemeber 2008
Today is my 4months with Oska baby, but unfortunalty i could not celebrate it with him due to the facts that he is at schoolies however we celebrated that on the 24th Novemember 2008 :]. I decided to stay home because i was tired of going out and so i stay home and watch chinese dramas the whole day and night. It is very addicted ! I also did chores in my own accord, i feel like sucha good child =].

Happy 4months bby <3

27th Novemeber 2008
This is an unforgetable day. Not that it was an AWESOME day or anything. Not that it could beat the date of me and oska first met or first went out. Its just so damn unforgetable ! You'll understand by the end of this blog.

I was deep asleep when my alarm begin to go off at 7:00am. I woked up and said wtf? then i realise oh shit, i gotta get ready fast and meet up with Taki at Central Station. I got ready then Father decided to give me a lift to Central along with Mother, Brother and Cousin. We left the house at 7:50am leaving the house with noone except for my poor kittycat. That is actually the first time we all go out to work, school or shopping altogether. I arrived at Central station very early, so i msg Taki and told him the situation i was in. He told me to trained it to rockdale and meet up with him and so i did and he got on the train and we trained it to Cronulla. If it wasn't for Jermaines tie, i wouldnt need to wake up so damn early in the morning and get more beauty sleep. Yes during that 1hour ride on the train, me and Taki luvo up and also play psp as always. He had Reborn Hitman game and i was like OH EM GEE ! After getting there we walked it to Jermaines place andstay there for 30mins and trained it back to the city which took another hour. That already ate 5bucks of train ticket.

Got to the city and bused 610 to Castle hill for Tan's BBQ which took another hour. Costed me $2.90 and Taki $5.90 but Taki paid for me, thank you ! On the way to Tans we were once playing psp and i was falling asleep. [NOTE: We didn't know our way to tan's] so we were like .. okay green road green road, look out for that street name. Finally we arrived at the destination and it was a very very hot boiling day. Had to walk 10mins to his place and finally we arrived into his house. Castle hill have such pretty houses except the bad thing is that its a HOLE over there. There was yum, ken, emi, kathy, phil, steph, benson, me, taki and obviously tan. We luvo up abit as usual, no need to say it but hey why not. Watched Eddy Murphey RAW and it got too stuffy in the Theatre room so everyone just wonder off while me and yum were being the biggest retard on earth and decided to name each other Banana's in Pajamas because we think alike. His B1 and im B2 and we took a mad photo. After staying there for TWO hours ONLY without a BBQ happening, me and Taki had to go home. So we bused it back to Townhall which took 2hours to get back due to peak hours and then an hour to get home from my bus stop. So this is why its an unforgetable day because we spend 20bucks altogether in bus fare, also treking around the world, what an adventure and lastly im never going to Tan's place ever again unless im sleeping over there !

28th November 2008
This is the shittest friday i ever had. Noone was here, no Boyfriend, no tan, no yum, no dk, none of the brothers = no fun :(. However i still went out and met up with Cynthia since its a routine that we do go out every Friday. It was a shitty day due to the weather which fucked up my mood but the fire at George st Hungry Jacks made up for it since it was LAWL that it just got renovated not long ago and then theres a fire now. Cynthia&I was just being bumms and bum around and had literally nothing to do afterward we went to norita and met up with Natalia, John & Taki. We were being retards as usual and made a ALOT of vid which you could be see in this URL @ YOUTUBE :]. http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=Gyz-JIai9hY. I edit it so im AWESOME !

Anyways after the gayness, Nat&John had to leave to star city and Taki had to leave to airport to go to Japan. Me & Cynthia walked it back to Maccas and bought Fries and saw Sam working at the front counter. He is such a little boy man. Natasha then came and meet up with us and we did literally nothing. Sat at Starbucks and chilled for an hr or so then Cynthia left to dancekool. After Nelson Striker arrived and they went home and i walked back to Dancekool and just waited Cynthia to finished dancing. Afterward met up with emjaii alan and then Joseph. We then ate dinner and so on and met up with Nat and John again at Darling harbour along with Nat's little brother and his friend. They were such crazy and rude kids, but HEY i guess the younger generations are changing fast now days.

SUSAN,NAT&EMJAII = WE DON'T WANT BABIES !

There have been so much things happening which creates the biggest chaos, however i am thanking god that i ain't part of it but listening and watching to it is already digging my head in. Sometime things could happen without a reason. This doesn't make sense, but when you finally experience or put in a position to understand it then you'll be able to realise what i mean when things could happen without a reason. I learnt alot from this, even though i wasn't part of it. I learnt that things happen without a reason and i understand why but if its before, i would of being very aggressive and say how can things happen without a reason? Everything have a reason to make things happen. I dont really know what im on about and yet i am very confused myself. However seeing my friends in these situations does make me feel sad. I can see they didn't mean it to happen and everyone makes mistakes in life but you learn from it. This is why everyone should be given a chance and to learn to forgive and forget. Everyone is hypocrite in this world, so don't judge so harshless on others when you haven't done that judgement on yourself. They do not deserve to be hated nor dislike and neither do you.

24th November 2008
& so i decided to go out after being stucked at home for 2 damn days. It was so awfully boring and gay and i was going to die if i was to stay in that house for another day. Woked up at 11 and msged taki to see if he was in the city and yes he was as usual and so i bused it to city and met up with him at Maloneys. We then went to intergate to print of his resume but i end up going on msn and fb and bebo and just be a bum at intergate. That was actually the first time in my life i use internet/pc outside of home beside school. After printing his lovely resume, we went back to maloney and played pool. He taught me new moves and i am getting better at it :] horray ! Afterward tan came then vik etc etc and everyone all came together. We then went to k at pheonix and sang for 2hours.

During tht 2hours as people know we so damn well, obviously we took luvos but this time wasnt much due to the faacts that i cannot be fucked to bring my camera and realsie how much i have to upload on fb but HAH vik brought her camera and so we luvo it abit. During k , i met up with Nelson my son and Natasha my daughter in law in their formal clothes. They look so sexy and awesome and i can say the best couple in the whole formal place ! At the same time i saw Nelson Lei and Jessica and they look wonderful as well. After i went back up to pheonix and Jess fu called me up and said she was downstairs. I was so excited to see her and to see her in formal clothing and i ran down with kass and she looked gorgeus as always. Afterward K, me and baby went to dinner at jap rest at capitol :D it was very filling and yummy and after dinner we went to maloney and played pool again :] afterward i went home and thats the day.

P.s i taxed yums tie this time and i make sure it wont be ripped up and all :P

25th November 2008
This morning woked up at 10 30am and was so god damn tired sincei slept at like 2ish am. Bused it to city and got there at 12 to meet up with Tiffany. However she was late for 20mins and i sat there waiting for 20mins while playing tennis on my phone which entertained me :]. We just bum around , have a nice chat and catch up with each other. As soon as we know it, it was 1pm and time to meet Anna and Midori. We then went to "JUU MA MA" to eat lunch and it was alright. Afterward we went back to capitol to meet up with Carol but she was 30-40mins late. During that waiting time, i bumped into Jesscia AGAIN and she was waiting for Nelson Lei. Then Nelson finally came and we just have a chat and talked about how formal was.

Carol finally arrived and we took captiols. It was finally the day when 5 of us came out together and took captiols. We have been always and trying to make it happen but always fail to do so but after how many years of high school and even graduated from it, we have finally came together. It was a good day to catch up with them. Anna left after that and the rest of us just went up to townhall. On my way i saw Natalia and John across the road, was gonna scream their name out but i knew it was going to be very embarassing if they couldn't hear me, so i use the smart way and called them but none of them picked up. GOD DAMMIT WOMAN ! always pick up ur phone when i dont need you lol. Afterward finally got to her and she said she was at norita with John and Taki. I was still on my way to Townhall with my school friends and saw Emi on the way. We went to kinokunia? how da fuck do you spellthat shit, and then i lefted and met up with Nat, John and Taki. Afterward we chilled abit and i went home and now blogging my ass off and is about to not be bothered to blog anymore. So check out the photos for both days :]

Sydney's weather is very weird. One moment its hot and sunny and the next moment its cold and hailing.

On the 21st November 2008
Woked up at 8:30am and could not get up due sleeping at 3am in the morning  however I told myself I must get up or else l'll be late to meet everyone else. Got ready and treked it to city got there at 9:45am. Met up with Henry chow at central and walked it to chinadown to meet up with John and Taki. On the way there, saw RGHS year11 and ms zhang having chinese excursion. Said hi to Ms Zhang and said hi to Natalia Shirley & Loretta. Me&the boys got buns to eat and headed back to central and trained it to cronulla. Took forever to get there, and so i taxed Henrys DS to play :]. Go there at 11ish and walked to Elmo's place. I was exhuasted so i got Taki to piggy back me, we got such great teamworks ! While getting piggy backed i got a big fat wedgy? by John, TWICEEE !!!!, it was the worse feeling ever !! After 10mins of walking got there, and saw Oska Elmo and everyone. Elmo's dog is so damn cute and smart, i miss it now.

After when everyone was ready, we treked it down to the beach and fishing and everything. I was just tanning on the concrete while the guys are fishing. Few hours late John and Taki had to go to meet up with Natalia and then few hours later Cynthia Dk and Nelson came. As soon as they came Cynthia and Nelson caught a fish  and both of the fishy died? good luck, bad luck or what? lol Anyways then as the usual me and cynthia are just luvo whores, and we were whoring it up :]. At the end of the day, Oska Elmo and Henry just got sunburnt and i got Minor sunburnt but now im fine. After Cronulla we treked it back to city which was a trek because we were all tired where Cynthia got a lifted from Nelson. Damn you girl ! She then went to Dancekool and we were just being bummers and had nothing to do. After met up with her again and bum bum bum and i went home. Right now i got massive headache and so i gotta jet but iwas home all day so notihng much about today. Im kinda grounded again for 2 days since i been out everyday and coming home late :( yes it sucks but oh well, l'll survive not going out for 2 days =]

xx.toodles<3